Thursday, 26 March 2015

The thrill of a cougar

I laughed so hard at the title.

You see, I am that type of girl who is really very sincere and loyal to the person I am dating. That is when he is there, right in front of me and occasionally when he is not around. I can't do long distance. So, I need an acting-partner. Someone to go for movie with, the constant someone to dine with, someone you can easily ask out and that person will never say no.

Here is the situation. I am 26 this year. Soon-to-be MO/resident somewhere. Which means my social circle bounds people of my age category. Guess what, all the guys I am acquainted with are either married, engaged, has a steady relationship, not good looking or gay. So you tell me what am I left with? Yes, young boys. Younger boys, I mean.

Younger boys who look up to me, because I am an established doctor. LOL that. Younger boys who do not want to got through the hassle of dating hormonal emotional teenagers. Okay, I think I will use the term younger men, because boys seem too pedophilic. Younger men who need emotional support from more experienced people and sometimes financial too.

You know what is the fun of going out with them? I choose the word 'going out' because I am still sincere and loyal to someone else. Going out with them is fun because 1st, they adore you. Gosh, I love that attention. 2nd, they notice every single feature of yours and that kinda makes me blush, unlike older males who seem too complacent to variation of women. 3rd, they are playful and cute. 4th, they are nervous with small gestures which creates new feel and feelings. 5th, both parties know that it's not gonna go serious, hopefully.

The guy I am going out with now rides a bike. I told him to fetch me by bike sometime (devilish grin here). He said, No, I am nervous, the roads are bumpy. Whoah.. I feel thrilled.